Well...

Down .4... Not great, but at least it was down. That makes me happy. I am just too exhausted to even type right now- P/T conferences have me worn out!

I'm begging you....

Weigh in tomorrow... I had a bad weight weekend and yesterday, but i'm really hoping today's efforts will help. I did Jillian's DVD at school. Then we went to the park, and I ended the evening with 90 minutes on the bike... I need to not be a gainer this week! Ugh!

Feelin' Good...

So I'm still eating too much, but I have exercised for 3 whole days in a row. That's an accomplishment! Wait, maybe it was more days than that... Yep, 4 days. We did Jillian's 30 day shred today- ugh! I may not be able to move tomorrow!

OOPS!!

I gained two pounds over the last week. Crap! Oh well... I'm working out after school now, so that's good. It was my mother's delicious cooking and all the V-day candy that killed me. But I'm stil a good person, don't worry KtHart.... Hopefully nextweek will be so much better! I will say that the third time on the 10 minute jog seemed easier... that's good! I feel like I've accomplished something positive for my health in that. Now for all the snacking....

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All right... All right... So Katie's right (see comments on post below.) I'm being really hard on myself. Time to cheer up. I can do this.... GGGRRRRR.

blech...

Stupid weight. Stupid, stupid weight. Stupid Valentine's day candy. Stupid weiner wraps (they really are good). AAArgh.... I need to stop!

Avoidance times 10?

So I gained a few back... about 197 now... So frustrating, but I know it's my own fault! I have no one to blame it on this time. I've decided I want to start running, but can't until it's still light when the boys go to bed, so we're still a couple of weeks out. But I can continue to do stuff here... and I can stop eating CRAP. That's my goal this week-- to stop eating CRAP. So far, okay... Of course v-day is coming. That might not be a good thing. But if i'm really good all week- I can offset it, right? Aargh... the battles....

1 month.....

195... and Betsy said she could tell... So all in all, a good day! As to the pictures, too busy today... they'll have to wait- so there! In the meantime - here's another Fat Mama photo from Ethan... Looks better than the last!