Did it...

I threw out all of my junkfood- not Brian's - couldn't bring myself to do that- they were birthday gifts and Christmas gifts after all, but all of my baked goods... Made me sad..
I also did Wii Fit free step for 20 minutes- sweating for 15 of that~ then I figured out that i could do 8 minute abs while watching regular tv if i put it in the computer. It worked beautifully. So, I did the abs and then the stretch portion. At least I can say I sweated today. That's an accomplishment. Now tomorrow, the goal will be to sweat at least three times. I can play Wii fit games with Ethan, go for a walk, just rough house, or whatever. Then, at some point, I can do the 8 minute abs, stretch, and whatever else I can muster.
I need to feel success... I need to feel like I can do it.